Where do I start? I guess..
Greetings! I'm Robert.
If you're reading this, you probably already somewhat know me. People regard me as the awkward, fairly tall (for an Asian), and sometimes the creepy/weird guy. But hopefully I can open up and show you who I really am deep down inside. Its kinda getting dark now. Lets let some light in. Recently, I changed my major from Computer-Science to Sociology. I know, big change right? But there is a method to God's appearing madness.
During the winter break, I did many things. I bombed the slopes of California, I experienced a film that took fourteen years to produce, I devoured many delicious meals, and I met up with some of the most important people in my life. However, this winter break would not have been the same if God had not convicted me to pursue my calling.
Of course it would have been awesome if God had came down to earth in physical form and tell me my purpose, my calling. I can only imagine what that would be like. "ROBERT. This is God. You are to become a physical therapist and help those in need of physical therapy." But that didn't happen. I was convicted, but not in that way.
I guess you can say He listened to my prayers. With the little time I gave up for God, I prayed. Worried about my undecided future, I earnestly talked to God. He did not respond to me physically, but He gave me a peace of mind. He also gave me the courage to tell my parents what was driving my mind almost to insanity and depression. I was so scared of how my parents were going to respond to my thoughts of changing my major so late in college. I was shortly relieved. They were happy for my decision, and told me that they were going to support me in any way they could.
I'm not out of the woods yet and I'm still praying. But God, you're in control; I'm just going with the flow.
This is Robert. Over and out.
